♥ Friday, December 28, 2007
Have been so lazy to blog about anything.
Yea, its been a long time.
And it ended with a nice fullstop perhaps, a wonderful end to the story at last. I have alot of thought and thinking initially, but as time goes by all these disappear slowly and slowly and leaving only those memories that i wanted to keep. sometimes i told myself who can be worse off than me, lol . But maybe its fated or destined that I am fortunate that i have been given more than 1 chance to knw what i truly wanted or rather maybe we are just living in 2 diff worlds. And perhaps just clinging onto something that is not meant to be ours. perhaps it could be cause of that commitment and habit. Sometimes i really dun understand why he is like that and what he really thinks all the while. It really question me is he the guy i first knew tt is so real, but for now i decided to face it, he really changed. I dun understand y some guys are so selfish. Somtimes it really makes me hate him for making this decision again. But till then i still choose to believe the initial him. Btw before making the decision to accept it, i already mentally prepared for the worst to come. And i came to a conclusion that I was right, when things get so perfect, one will not treasure it, and only treasures when one lose it.But for wadever reason, i knw that we could be friends still till the end. I am really really disappointed than anybody else. Once there's a hole in the r/s, it will nv be the same as before. And for wadever the world will not stop becus of you, it continues to spin round and round.
A nice ending to it and start afresh!
Love is irrational and within our control.
Xmas was jus over, and it was great. Getting to meet up with my sec sch frens was always great. We had xmas buffet dinner at PARISS and headed to PS for countdwn. Lol was damn packed but nevertheless only that area has the xmas mood. Think orchard was more packed as usual. When the clock strikes 12am, everyone was spraying again, and we were like siaming from them everywhere with the guys protecting us. Lol After that we headed down to westcoast park and play uno stacko. Lol this is too thrilling! and cant believe that we played for nearly 2 hrs before it was 5am, and went back home for a gooodnight slp. thanks guys for the wonderful xmas! and yea we hav a mini xmas exchange present, and yusen chose me, he bought for me a big tigger plush! wohoo i love it. Its so adorable and lovely! i feel happy whenever i see it. And for me i chose yiwei and bought for him a hand massenger and an icecream lamp.

Yl and her pretty gf - charmaine

Cheese n her bf-chunglin lol

Did you see a guy wearing a winter cap? lol

The mr Nice guy - Thokchuan

lovely desserts

Total of 10 person!

Gift exchange. Yl to Ming

dunknw who took this pic.

Sam the mr spongbox

Grp photo! and we saw qian wei at there so cool

Presenting present to Yiwei-mr small eye

An informal one =)

Charmaine to joan!


us with the xmas presents

spongbox. he is so happy

Couple present to couple. Lol so coincedence

Next is thok present to luan

luan present to yuancai-absent guy

finally sam presenting tigger to me! so happy =)

cheese and tiggal!
2008 is coming! and i'm so excited now, i'm going for a holiday to a secret place again just in a few days time! =)
And when 2008 is coming, my hoidays is ending soon! sadness. gonna be stress again, but next sem gonna be a good year to start with, i wanna work harder than before and achieve wad i wanted.
for the next person if you are to come into my life,
i wish for a real you,
someone who treasure me and loves me like noone did
and gonna be a romantic someone.
and a new sem with excellent results
healthy life for my family.
that's a simple wish i yearn for in 2008.
Somehow i miss my graduation days.
We must not regret what we have missed,
but to do things w/o regret in the present.
There's a reason for everything tt happen.
Happy new year 2008 everyone!
Will post the uni class chalet pics soon!