sometimes i wished that my blog wasnt published to anyone.
so no one would knew anything.
Arg...

There is no perfect person in this world.
Even a perfect person could have flaws in one way!

If only sometimes * attitude could be better *
or rather the tone.
i felt sad everytime that occur.
and i dunknw if this conti, will it turn * * * * *?
maybe its true that...
sometimes, i feel so stressed.
and sometimes, i am tired of nagging here n there
but for grades sake* i had no choice.


But after a while, its like back to normal!
sometimes really admire *character!
and *** treat as nth happen and cheer * up! haha
so glad!
sometimes really lost at words.
maybe * juz being too emotional.
maybe only * understand me that well


its time to learn to take things lightly and to let go.
arHHHH!

I will learn to adapt.
let this final sem faster pass. Pls

Wa at last its our final sem!
and we have to chiong like mad for this last sem!
for our FYP at least! we need to score atleast an A- to improve~! haha
crossed our fingers that nth goes wrong.! PLS!

ahh! falling sick during the first wk of school. is so sian!
hope is not a bad indication to school start. haha
having a 3 day wkk for my last sem.
went for first class lesson- AB311 . the prof was quite nice he was a new prof. with alot of working experience!
I think its true that wad u study maynot turn out to be yr eventual job! its jus a degree after all and juz a stepping stone to the first job getting the first pay!
the grouping is so much of a headache!
haiz! our group was actually juz nice 5 then prof nv state clearly and we have 6 ppl! happiness turned to become .... haha
now we have to split into half half to join 2 more ppl!
juz hope the 4 ppl can stay. haha
and fri having bf325! everyone say its a killer! should we juz take or should we follow ppl's saying. hmmm maybe we should have an opinion of our own. Perhaps.
wanted to take this module, to learnt he excel skills! haha
and the first wk of our sch is gonna end!

sometimes when u are in yr final sem. stepping into the working soceity.
that you will feel like as if you are in yr first sem first year!
you dun want time to past that fast.

if you had a chance to restart!
would you want it?

Wah my blog is sosososo RUSTY! ever since ! I cant even remembered when did I blog my last entry. everytime i wanna wan to blog some stuff but had no time to log on to blog abt that entry. And when time passes, there is no point blogging abt that entry again! so tt's why my blog is so russsty!
But sudd have the urge to blog one last entry before 2010 come! :)
Its another brand new year in juz a few mins or a few hrs!
this year, Andy pig and me + my sec sch gangs had a gathering party, firstly: We had an Italian Dinner at Ricotti at Riverwalk. haha the resturant was quite expensive! but the food were quite nice la except for its size. I think the pizza size was quite big for 1 person to finish it!
And 2 rich guy- Ming and yusen ordered the new year eve dinner set 5 course meal for $59. wow which was quite exp! I think the food quite nice from the appearance but WE WAITED for like 1 hr for 2 dish or wad. ITS super lONG! and the waiter/ress were like super busy and did not even notice us whenever we call them. Also, the lighted candle were also nv lighted at all after umpteen times of asking! AND we finally GAVE uP! haha. think the service there not very gooooood!
And we ordered champange for $38. we ordered 2 bottles. OMG! I knew we couldn't finished it. and it was true! we were pushing to each other to drink the last few drops! hahaha.

After tt we headed to the damn crowded place - esplanade! to watch fireworks! :)
this time we were in a very GOOD location to watch the FIREWORKS! I love Fireworks. esp when u get to watch wif someone special beside yoU! haha
the first watch fireworks with you at esplanade 2009-2010! :0)
haha with you holding my hands bringing me here and there.
I felt so xingfu :) sudd have that feeling of the first time u grab my hands!
its been quite sometime you did tt? rite? LOls
and not to say with the sam sec sch gang too! but too bad Eve went to meet her frens halfway!
My legs were like not mine when the countdown was over! I am supppper tired to walk here and there. + the champange (11.1% Alcohol in it) makes me feel so sleeepy!

And that day was kind of my super " Low" day. Nv felt like that for such a long time! :(
lucky with u by my side. kind of feel much better! but still cant help to feel sad at times.
sometimes is like u fight so much for it but the result did not turn out to be wad you expected or wad! and sometimes the amount of effort you put in does not equate to wad you will obtain. tt's the most pekche things human beings always feel! n i think this will only happppen to certain ppl. haiz! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
juz feel like disconnect with the world for juz a while leaving only the loved ones with me. tt's all i needed!
The more you try, the more you fail, the harder it is. :(
And the goal seem to be soo far away from you when u try harder each step!
I think i gave UP! we should be contented with the things we have :) at least I would feel much happpppier!


Another note: its gonna be another stressful sem but i promised I would work extra HARD for this last sem and FIGHT! haha. but hope it will be a good sem to end my uni life in NTU!
And there's still FYP to do!
sometimes i think its better not to do certain things together. its proven! and perhaps to work together in a same company! hahaha
but i thought we could have more time together during sch, spend time mugging together. spend time researchign together. i like tt feeling!
haha But i hope Nagggging at you to do things, and having conflicts during meetings wont make our r/s turn sour! haha
sometimes i think its cus of yr character, tt we can still remain so peaceful! :)
cus i tend to rush at times. but you tend to not think abt it.
And juz hope that u n I would be the last for each other. :)
But the FYP final grade is very impt to me and is very impt to you too!
sad ! it seems like i have not accomplished much in uni life. as compared toooo....
And many questions would pop up once u graduate!
When should i start sending my resumes?
What kind of jobs Would I Like?
The pay?
the environment!
all these feelings is so !!! SIAN!
u need to start a life again in a completely new environment! so scary when u think of it sometimes.
looking at how old we are! 23-24 OH man! this is the age that gals will become old VERY VERY SOOON!