Wah my blog is sosososo RUSTY! ever since ! I cant even remembered when did I blog my last entry. everytime i wanna wan to blog some stuff but had no time to log on to blog abt that entry. And when time passes, there is no point blogging abt that entry again! so tt's why my blog is so russsty!
But sudd have the urge to blog one last entry before 2010 come! :)
Its another brand new year in juz a few mins or a few hrs!
this year, Andy pig and me + my sec sch gangs had a gathering party, firstly: We had an Italian Dinner at Ricotti at Riverwalk. haha the resturant was quite expensive! but the food were quite nice la except for its size. I think the pizza size was quite big for 1 person to finish it!
And 2 rich guy- Ming and yusen ordered the new year eve dinner set 5 course meal for $59. wow which was quite exp! I think the food quite nice from the appearance but WE WAITED for like 1 hr for 2 dish or wad. ITS super lONG! and the waiter/ress were like super busy and did not even notice us whenever we call them. Also, the lighted candle were also nv lighted at all after umpteen times of asking! AND we finally GAVE uP! haha. think the service there not very gooooood!
And we ordered champange for $38. we ordered 2 bottles. OMG! I knew we couldn't finished it. and it was true! we were pushing to each other to drink the last few drops! hahaha.

After tt we headed to the damn crowded place - esplanade! to watch fireworks! :)
this time we were in a very GOOD location to watch the FIREWORKS! I love Fireworks. esp when u get to watch wif someone special beside yoU! haha
the first watch fireworks with you at esplanade 2009-2010! :0)
haha with you holding my hands bringing me here and there.
I felt so xingfu :) sudd have that feeling of the first time u grab my hands!
its been quite sometime you did tt? rite? LOls
and not to say with the sam sec sch gang too! but too bad Eve went to meet her frens halfway!
My legs were like not mine when the countdown was over! I am supppper tired to walk here and there. + the champange (11.1% Alcohol in it) makes me feel so sleeepy!

And that day was kind of my super " Low" day. Nv felt like that for such a long time! :(
lucky with u by my side. kind of feel much better! but still cant help to feel sad at times.
sometimes is like u fight so much for it but the result did not turn out to be wad you expected or wad! and sometimes the amount of effort you put in does not equate to wad you will obtain. tt's the most pekche things human beings always feel! n i think this will only happppen to certain ppl. haiz! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
juz feel like disconnect with the world for juz a while leaving only the loved ones with me. tt's all i needed!
The more you try, the more you fail, the harder it is. :(
And the goal seem to be soo far away from you when u try harder each step!
I think i gave UP! we should be contented with the things we have :) at least I would feel much happpppier!


Another note: its gonna be another stressful sem but i promised I would work extra HARD for this last sem and FIGHT! haha. but hope it will be a good sem to end my uni life in NTU!
And there's still FYP to do!
sometimes i think its better not to do certain things together. its proven! and perhaps to work together in a same company! hahaha
but i thought we could have more time together during sch, spend time mugging together. spend time researchign together. i like tt feeling!
haha But i hope Nagggging at you to do things, and having conflicts during meetings wont make our r/s turn sour! haha
sometimes i think its cus of yr character, tt we can still remain so peaceful! :)
cus i tend to rush at times. but you tend to not think abt it.
And juz hope that u n I would be the last for each other. :)
But the FYP final grade is very impt to me and is very impt to you too!
sad ! it seems like i have not accomplished much in uni life. as compared toooo....
And many questions would pop up once u graduate!
When should i start sending my resumes?
What kind of jobs Would I Like?
The pay?
the environment!
all these feelings is so !!! SIAN!
u need to start a life again in a completely new environment! so scary when u think of it sometimes.
looking at how old we are! 23-24 OH man! this is the age that gals will become old VERY VERY SOOON!